Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009
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12:30 pm - Frump
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Of two of my best buds I had planned to ask to be in the wedding party as groomsmen, at least one is going to be at a gamer-shrew's birthday instead of our X-mas sweater shindig. Not sure about the other yet, alas.
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Sunday, June 28th, 2009
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9:58 am - Here are my choice words.
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You who were all hugs and smiles when she came back I can hardly blame.
She didn't lie to you about not paying the insurance on the car she'd wrecked, a car bought on someone else's credit. She didn't scream at the top of her lungs until the neighbors threatened to call the police because she was off her meds and lying about that. She didn't lock you in a bathroom for hours and punch and slap you. She didn't make you out to be the abuser even though you were the one with bruises on your abdomen, face, heart and soul. She didn't leave you so stressed that your eye would swell with hives any time a woman had a more than minor beef with you - A woman like your boss who would eventually fire you.
But don't you tell me to get over it. Don't you tell me to get over myself.
I'm probably never going to forgive, and I'm definitely never going to forget.
I'm getting over it. With the help of friends. I'm never going to 'get over myself' when it comes to never, ever putting up with that kind of abuse again in my life. That kind of person isn't wanted here, and if you choose to support that mess, neither are you.
As for the hugs and smiles crowd, all I can say is this: Be careful, she's a liar, a manipulator, and an abuser - and keep her the fuck away from me.
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Friday, March 6th, 2009
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7:13 pm - Oh look! Cupcakes.
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Saturday, January 24th, 2009
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3:41 pm - DJ Fangdork Radio 4tw!
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Thursday, December 25th, 2008
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6:14 pm - How wings are attached to the Backs of Angels
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Saturday, September 27th, 2008
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2:48 pm - Heroes ala carte
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Thursday, September 18th, 2008
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2:43 am - These were the worlds
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Here, cup your hands just so,
whispered the clown my father had
once wept for in the courtyard,
tying off his sinew as he coughed
stars into being beneath the canopy
of a tattered bassinet
I, too young to hold these grains
and he too hurried to unpluck
soft barley from the cracked stones
in a court I held as joker, wild
unkepmpt as our summer yard
dried beneath the old swingset.
Yet I have never seen Paris,
nor the columns of the parthenon;
shadows holding catydids in silence
as I'd like to have breathed in.
My family left castles for dirt mind,
held its trials on creaky porches.
What roads paved over with sand
leaping over rowed hills as I pressed
face first into scents I had forgotten;
The friend once loved, the widowed
now old, the first kiss, the sting
of our stars slipping, lost.
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Saturday, August 30th, 2008
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8:09 pm - Retarded for Pandora
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It wasn't as sexy earlier when I was told about it for some reason.
Now it's the hottest hotness since hot hotness.
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Thursday, August 14th, 2008
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9:48 pm - Writer's Block: Six-Word Story
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Return to sender, said the Universe.
Nice foot. I was the rabbit.
He waited, until stars burned out.
Forget for a moment, everything you know.
The Sphinx's riddle unraveled the world.
He bacame glass, sharp and clear.
Fortune favored the meek, virally speaking.
Terror had a new name: Vodka.
Vampires sucked, but so did dying.
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9:45 pm
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I hate my schedule. I'm finally in the position to go do random stuff without concern for a significant other and noone exists after 10pm on a weeknight.
Grawr.
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Saturday, August 2nd, 2008
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8:16 pm
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Friday, August 1st, 2008
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3:44 am - insomnia ow
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heart in toilet at 3:45 am.
faboo. this thing all over again
what would a couple of years be like without rot?
another 5 is about all i've got
never seems right
i can't say. i don't fight
can say: don't get to be right
years long enough for another word
haven't you heard?
decade trial has passed
well not passed
just is.
gee whiz
so far
so bad
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Sunday, July 20th, 2008
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4:02 pm - I can haz kitten?
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I have decided to bring a little ball of needle-sharp claws and fuzzy fur into my life. I'm not home enough to manage one with health issues, and I'm not interested in young or adult cats. I must haz kitten.
Now to find said kitten. Anyone know of a particular family looking for a good home for an itty bitty kitty?
If not it's cool, I'll just pick one up at a shelter, but I thought I'd ask first, cuz you never know who in my social circle might have a need.
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Saturday, July 19th, 2008
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12:51 pm - The Dark Knight
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Wednesday, July 16th, 2008
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2:17 am - Note to self
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Hellboy II was really fun.
Thanks Tim & Sharon for the play date, and Zack and Dan for hangin' too. That was totally what I needed, just some friends and a fun flick. You guys made my night. Thanks again so much.
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Tuesday, July 15th, 2008
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3:33 pm - 7:40 Woodinville for Hellboy II
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Monday, July 14th, 2008
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4:27 am - I'm angry
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But it's not about my explosive and earth shattering breakup with the girl I'd at one point priced rings for. At this very moment, it's that the break-up happened on Hellboy weekend, everyone in their brother went out to see it, and now I'm broke and it's just not going to be any fun.
Are my priorities screwed? Yes.
Do I care? No.
The last six months of this damned relationship have been a ticking clock for me anyway and I'm happy that it's finally over, even if the girl *sucks* at break-ups and becomes a monster from the hoary netherworld of darkness they should send the entire goddamned B.P.R.D. after.
I never though I'd have to add 'how bad are you at breaking up?' onto my list of pre-qualifying break-up questions. F*%k!
I really wanted to see big red.
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4:15 am - So yeah
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4:15 am - Roomate aquired
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Thursday, July 10th, 2008
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4:54 pm - Roomate Wanted
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Nice big room w/ private door to bathroom in room & walk-in closet.
In Bothell, near bus lines.
Reasonable rent + half of utilities from now till Oct. when the lease is up.
Move-in anytime if you are willing/able.
Gamer household, already furnished and comfy.
I work a ton so am not home a lot.
Call if interested and leave a message and I'll call you back:
(425)922-2056
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